The calm after the storm

So it`s been a few days since my last post and life has done a complete 180.
Last week I was taken to the hospital because I wasn`t able to breathe and my heart was pounding. Turns out I have a thin heart valve and it has trouble pumping blood. when I got there I was having a near heart attack and my heart was going 180 beats per minute. After taking blood tests, they also discovered that I am a type 2 diabetic.
That scare started to really help put my life in order. As of this week, I have mailed off my GED application. It is now confirmed that I will write it on may 10-11. Once I pass that I will then finally attend college.
I have also been working out, eating better, and clearing the world of its water supply.
I truly felt one thing was missing, and that was Jackie.
And now, that too has happened for me and I have the girl that I love back and it feels so right.
Honestly, I could not be any happier at the moment.
To every friend that I have that has only wanted me to better myself, I see the light now, and I thank and love you all.

ASK ME!

Ever thought about something so much that it consumes you? That it literally becomes all that you think about all day? And then night time comes along and you can't even sleep? To the point where you have a sick feeling in your gut? That is happening right now.